"DEEP WATER"

Castlegar, April 30 2026

I woke up at 1.30 am this morning, trying to sleep but fail.

Earning seasons are coming and i have bet in some stocks.

It is risky even though i have done my research.

I have been nervous for few days and i am rather exhausted.

However, all in all, i think i have become a better trader. More calm and rational than before.

"Quick, easy money, big gain and fast" is not a good base for successful trading.

A successful trader has to possess a strong analytical thinking as well as patience.

A calm attitude like a deep water and i aim to be this kind of person.

It is hard since i am pretty impatient by nature.

I also think of my career as an escort and i do not think i can grow much bigger as an escort therefore i am seriously trying to branch out by establishing my other careers as a trader and property investor.

I have been denied entry recently to the US and this history will make it difficult for me to travel internationally since Schengen and especially USA, UK, Australia and New Zealand share immigration data with Canada.

Nothing wrong with me, i am simply an escort and never done any criminality.

However, being an escort is still considered illegal in some countries and my US denial may hinder my future travel unless i have a strong reason or support from eligible, powerful citizen of that particular country that i intend to travel. Let's see.

In the meantime,

I am focusing to become " a deep water" ....calm, peaceful, rational yet strong.

Wish me luck and happy Spring...and hope to see you in one of the cities i am touring:)

love,

Allie